I had an incredibly shitty day Saturday. To manage, I impulsively went and got a new tattoo started. I figured that if I was this upset, I should suffer for real, and put things in perspective. Maybe some physical pain would help me forget about my mental/emotional trials. It may not completely erase the bullshit, but at least it could distract me from mulling over the trivial and the inconsequential.
Why do I torment myself with these issues, when I can’t really do anything about it? I can only do what I think is best for me, but a lot of the time I don't even know what is best for me either. This drives me insane. Really. I think about too much stuff, all the time. I cannot shut off my brain.
Thank you to Sam @ All or Nothing Tattoo. He got me in even though I was a walk-in. This is the second piece Sam has done for me, and I will return in 2 weeks to get this one finished.
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